I’ve written it so many times it doesn’t have a meaning anymore. I wish it did right now the most though. 

First step is admitting….

  1. I’m a cutter
  2. I have no confidence in myself 
  3. I don’t think I will ever say it out loud or forgive. 
  4. I lose a lot of people because of the above.
  5. I’m working on it. 

I miss….

everything we used to do. 

Days like today make me wonder why I haven’t given up yet. 

Sometimes I look at my arms and wonder why I ever stopped in the first place. 

I miss a lot of things that I know I won’t get back. 

I want this in my house!

I want this in my house!

This is awesome!

I’m so ready for school to be over!!